That is how I have been feeling. Sometimes (many times) I feel like I STINK at juggling all my roles of mom, wife, friend, sister, daughter, pastor’s wife, hub of our home, sanity maintainer of the house etc. 🙂 (At the end of this post there are 3 videos that go with this if you prefer video to reading. 3 videos because I am so not techie and my videos got cut off before finishing. This post has more content than the videos)
To be honest I can feel like I am dropping most of the balls. But that is a lie. Often times negativity can creep in and lie to me. I can begin to feel inadequate. It is so easy to focus on the areas where I feel weakest in and totally forgot what I do well in.
I know I need to bring back the practice of pausing throughout my day just to focus on the goodness that God has brought into my life.
Life can get busy and the first things to go for me are the healthy life sustaining things like pausing in silence and solitude, prayer, journaling, reading my Bible, exercise, sleep etc.
I learned an AMAZING word picture from Lisa Grace Bryne of The Well Grounded Life Show. (start with chapter 9- she reads her entire book for free. It is like story time for a weary mama). She shared the picture of a fence. She talked about the top crossbeam (not even sure if that is the word- I know zip about wood, construction, blah, blah) and the heavier that beam is the more supporting vertical posts are needed.
So the horizontal crossbeam is our life. Our lives often feel heavy with responsibilities, worries, etc. We go through seasons where it feels heavier than other times. The weight of life will always be something that needs support. We need more supporting posts (items of self care, things that replenish us and give us life) when it gets heavier. But my natural thing is to remove the posts. Wouldn’t that be crazy when building a fence but that is exactly what we do as we build our lives and write our stories. It is totally illogical but I tell myself that I do not have time for those supporting posts.
Life is too busy to:
- get 8 hours of sleep
- take a walk
- read for enjoyment
- read to grow
- pause and just be still and focus on all the good in my life
- have regular date nights with my hubby
- unplug 24 hours every week to just rest and enjoy Sabbath with my family
- read my Bible and pray
- praise music and dancing 😉
My videos here:
Weary and Worn Out?
*My Friend’s Video- soooo good (This is the friend who encouraged me to start my own videos)